my tarot card for today was the 10 of swords. again. i get it. really, i do!
i know, i know.
i called him. it was stupid. he answered, which was shocking (i firmly believe he only answered because he didnt realize it was me calling). we discussed plans for the following night; he mentioned inviting some friends and said he would look into getting us tickets. then... wait for it... he never called. and, never one to retain a shred of dignity when i could instead humiliate myself completely, i called him again. not shockingly he didnt answer this time. and hasnt returned my call.
apparently 2006's moto of "because i enjoy inflicting pain upon myself" has continued into the new year.